A message from Joel

I awoke today not knowing what most of you may have already known.  Kim gave me the news first thing as soon as I was able to comprehend what was taking place.  Again, I remain very positive.  God led me in, He will lead me out.

Now almost 8:30 pm, as it turned out today was indeed a very good day.  After waking from the night, Kim went back to the apartment to get showered.  I ended up sleeping for a few more hours and felt very well rested by the time she returned.  I was given a chance to get cleaned up and to begin preparing for my release tomorrow.  By night’s fall I am starting to feel like a normal human being again and getting rid of all of the attachments they have had hooked to me.

I can truly say I feel the prayers that are being delivered on my behalf.  I have not had any pain medication since before the surgery.  I continue to feel only a very slightly noticeable headache that comes and goes (mostly gone) without need to manage.  God has truly blessed me and my family with calmness and gratitude as He continues to provide ways to comfort us.  I remain very positive at each and every turn thanking Him for what He has provided.  The family and friends that He has surrounded me with have truly been uplifting to my family and I.  I cannot say enough thanks for the prayers and thoughts you continue to lift up on our behalf.  He is at work and He is all powerful.

Love in Christ,

Joel     

We want to thank everyone for pouring out their love and prayers for us.  It has been quite an adventure.  And tonight we are giggling about the fact that us Kansans have no idea what to do or expect from a hurricane!!!  But we are being well advised from staff at MD Anderson.

I woke up this morning praying that I could let go and let God handle my anxiety today.  And that I could keep Satan's whisper away.  We are so blessed that even in a dark hour we could all still reach out to God and feel comfort.  

Our devotional led us in this prayer yesterday morning.  

"Father, The mind plays tricks-doubts attack the core of my belief-that You personally love me.  Don't let these doubts linger.  I believe you, Father.  Even in this darkest hour I believe you." I found myself praying this this morning. 

We love you all and can't wait to return to Kansas City to be able to personally thank you all.  

Kyndra J. and the entire Blackman family 

 

 

Comments

[Courtney]

Joel and Kim,

Your attitude to stay positive in light of Joel's diagnosis is a huge testimony to us back home. When we are to be encouraging YOU, YOU actually are encouraging US by your willingness to submit to whatever plans God has for you. As Joel stated, "God led me in, He will lead me out."

Your response has brought glory and praises to God from our lips and following your example, I personally want to make a serious effort to stay positive with you. Do we still have questions for God?. . . . Yes. Do we understand God?. . . . . . . No. Can we still trust Him? Yes, and I will with you. Hopefullness is sure an easier load to endure than despair.

We care so much for your family. We continue to pray for peace in your minds and hearts.
Psalm 84:12 "Lord Almighty, blessed are those who trust in You."